Sucks

All I want to say is my family really sucks and I hate the phrase ''HOME SWEET HOME'' feels like there is no place for me to stand in the family. Always get the scolding for nothing when my parents argued, FUCK!! Feel like leaving this home ASAP. I have my own boundaries and they tend to restrict me from doing anything, where's the trust between family members? Both my dad and mom have a bad temper. Fuck that !? It kinda sucks that I had enough of their attitude where it seems that I was invisible for them. Anything I wish for and what they promised was only a pile of BULLSHIT. I think they sucks at parenting , feeling so lonely at home where I can't even express my feelings out. I am freaked out of their attitude and nagging. My position at home is like a person hanging on his dearest life on a tree branch. He's gonna fall at any moment. I was always blamed as if I was their ''punching bag''. Tons of secrets where I would keep deeply in my heart cause I knew it would be useless to share with my parents. Sucks to be alone.
I'm fucking off here as they are urging me off my computer.

Parody Night~

Haha~ Its been sometime I update my blog so here's my latest. IR night the so called International Relationship night and organised by the LEO club of SMKB. Everyone was so excited about this including me. Some of my friends purposely went to buy dresses and shirt for this particular function. Even the day before, you can hear people discussing about what to wear that night. I was lucky enough to have my friend Lay Sim to get his parents to fetch us to SEGi college (special thanks to him) and we have to pack like sardins in the car as there were 10 people inside the car.Once we reached, many of my boy's friend opened their eyes big when they saw pretty girls. Haha, boys is liddat except me^^ We went inside the hall and bought some glowsticks because they were having candle light dinner because of earth hour where we have to off the lights for an hour.Skip the entertainment part =.= Climax was during some bands performing and there were this guy called Timothy, I think he's a good singer and could probably be a star in the future (all the best to him).There were two awful things happened that night and I doesnt wish say and one of the incident will haunt me for the rest of my life. Pm me or msn me if you wish to know what really happened.