All I want to say is my family really sucks and I hate the phrase ''HOME SWEET HOME'' feels like there is no place for me to stand in the family. Always get the scolding for nothing when my parents argued, FUCK!! Feel like leaving this home ASAP. I have my own boundaries and they tend to restrict me from doing anything, where's the trust between family members? Both my dad and mom have a bad temper. Fuck that !? It kinda sucks that I had enough of their attitude where it seems that I was invisible for them. Anything I wish for and what they promised was only a pile of BULLSHIT. I think they sucks at parenting , feeling so lonely at home where I can't even express my feelings out. I am freaked out of their attitude and nagging. My position at home is like a person hanging on his dearest life on a tree branch. He's gonna fall at any moment. I was always blamed as if I was their ''punching bag''. Tons of secrets where I would keep deeply in my heart cause I knew it would be useless to share with my parents. Sucks to be alone.
I'm fucking off here as they are urging me off my computer.
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gahhh, cheer up larh brother. I'm sure it will be fine in days to come. Teens nowadays are facing a sum of these conflicts with the parents because of the technology gaps, and of course, they're once teenagers. I'm sure they knew how you feel but its just that they didn't know how to show and develop their love for the children. Give them some time, and show that you care. It takes both parties to work on something better. Good luck and brother, be strong & nice! :P
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